well worked today, was in a good mood ahh chirpy:) lol. got home n my computer acting stupid grrrr i think i will have to get it cleaned out n start over lol. but can not live with out the computer for to long lol.

getting pains in my side again grr i hate my body nothing but problems. been getting light headed think it from th medicine i am on since i been actually remembering to take it every day i think it to much lol. cant win,

everytime i have stuff to put here i forget.

ok my dog i said he been acting weird n not wanting to go out side since we out nanuke down in april. at first we figured he was upset n stuff then we started teasing saying awww a chimpmunk bugging you for treats like he knows what we are saying lol. but tonight i went to let him out n heard a screatch or something n a thud . i thought someone was in my yard jumping the fence. wellllll i opened back door held cujo incase it a person n i see this big ass racoon walking along th fence n seen me n went in the tree. not happy no idea where it lives n i think this is what making my dog not want to go out . sooo now figure out where it lives n hope it not close or better hope it pisses off . damnnnn no idea about them,.

what a day got to work today been off since friday . now got a darn slight headache n feel weak n just bla but am thinking it from my body . i went to the dr mon n my last few blood work was low so prob why i feel bla.

ok i swear this is why i am not wanting any more animals ok we put my baby nanuke to sleep in april n my dog cujo all of a sudden decided he didnt want to go in the kennel and when he did it was just outside th e kennel door very strange. so we let him in the back yard now and then. then we had to put my nusiance down on thursday, (thank you for the thoughts n hugs ) well since then he has gone to the bathroom in my house three darn times. i let him out before bed n thats at 12 so no reason but sometime he goes out n comes back in with out going . then the second night let him out n i wake up at 5 with my stomack pains n find he pissed on my rug n i been trying to get th edamn smell out since. n last night i let him out twice before bed n woke up at 145 let him out again to be sure n hubby got home to shit on the kitchen floor like COME ONNNNNNNNNN . whats with my animals:( he wasnt close to nusiance so nanuke yes but geeee n the kitten n him are the close buddies ever. so i am just frusterated.

there was something else i wanted to babble about crap cant remember.

ok is truly a bad day, gave nusiance some food this morning n just as i was getting ready for work poor little guy was throwing up. he had a bad day. get home n he was just hiding n stuff it was ruff . my daughter couldnt come with me tonight she broke down so i went to the vets myself n when i walked in this poor lady sitting there looked at me n nusiance n asked if he was sick n started to cry.

nikki gave nusiance a kiss before i left omg i was balling it was so sad. at th evet there was no rooms available so we had to sit in th lobby for abit . then she got me in a room so nusiance could walk around he layed on t etable purring so loud it made the night so hard. i was hugging n kissing him for awhile vet came in n nusiance just jumped in his box so th evet started n took nusiance a long time to slow down i was surprised. he purred till th eend omg i am so sad. got him home n stuff this is just to damn hard.

i keep sayying i do not want anymore pets n no one beleives me but i just cant take this anymore i lost three great animals n i got two left n i just cant handle it. just do not want the sadness anymore.....

my little man, great cat n will be missed always:(

ok this week been crappy i know it only tues but this thursday night i am putting my loving old cat to sleep. i am so sad about this. hes 15 called th evet friday to make th eappointment. sat i decided where to put him n had a break down. sat night he let me hold him for over two hours n i cried th hole time poor cat head was wet:(. this is why i dont want any more animals . it to hard i will have th etwo left but i just put my dog to sleep in april. to soon .



then i got a damn virus on my computer n my great neibhour was going to redo my computer i turned it on today to make sure i didnt miss any pictures. and th virus protection last night popped up so surprised today no virus has appeared. weird wonder if it took it away. i hope so .

was sapose to work today but got cancelled n it fine got a headache start up last night n now when i get thm they last two days. in the same area.


so called my sister she coming over to see my cat anyway

well for being very tired:( i fixed my back door it closes now ya me lol. then i put stuff on each side of th door to prevent th cold coming in so much lol. my house is old n just old lol. but think i got alot done ready for winter. still want plastic on two windows .

had a nap today omg was not long enough. had a good time at my aunts but when it was time for bed i new i had to wake up to go get hubby at work so thats on my mind n i heard i am assuming a damn mouse in my room soooo i was awake lol. and when it was time to go get hubby at 330- almost 4 i was wide awake. got him n hung out for abit went to bed at 530 read th e few pages in my book to finish the chapter so got to sleep 6 then got up at 715 got kid up and 8 went back to bed n got up at 1045 . i just hope it dont affect my sleeping would not be good to get back into not sleeping.
seen my cousin baby for only th esecond time he will be 7 months hes a big boy omg lol but everyone was shocked how he liked me so much lol i am just loved lol.

anyway i know there was something else but cant remember:P

ok go to my aunts on sunday for thanksgiving dinner. yes it a week late but we go a week late. this is the only time we really go there n i booked th eday off n stuff well hubby work decided to get th guys to work sundays out of the three guys one does a sunday n so on well ofcourse this sunday is hubby turn grrrr, so he wont be going . so he left his boss a note early this week saying well no i am not going to be around n stuff but he decided to call n the guy says you have to ask one of the other guys to coverfor you but hubby does not want to ask so he will work :( so now we had to ask hubby cousin n gf to drive him to work . i prob have to wake up n go get him in th emorning brrrrr. but anyway .

my eye appointment went well left eye still the same not enough to get glasses .
hmmm what else no idea lol.

well started to get my headache last night in one spot of my head not serious pain but enought to affect me. it upset my belly went to bed, woke up n still there so i called work n said i couldnt come in. with bending down n the heat from different rooms i be worse. anyway went n layed back down after my daughter headed to school,slept till 11 got p she was coming home n after she went back fell back to sleep with my cat. felt abit better thn i started feeling ill again, drained weak head started to feel heavy like grrrrrr. feel i need to lay down again. hope they didnt have alot of rooms at work i feel bad for calling in sick:(...... ok can barely hold my head up sooo i am off

well i am happy my first try at scalopped potatoes turned out great lol. hubby liked it alot so thats good to lol.

kind off fixed th eback little roof today still got to put the tarp on it but . got plastic on kiddo window for winter. n going to have to put tarp on my back door cause the regular outside door is no damn good this year grrrr . n we dont have regular size doors .

kiddo getting award for her math last year woohoo. she thinks it silly but i said last year you best get award for having a big change in your mark for math so i am excited. they dont give you lots of time to book time off to go so i am booking the day it says in her calander i am happy:). now i got to book another day off to go to eye dr so this should be good, see how my eyes are this year now that i been grrr cant spell th eword i want but found out i got graves disease n it can cause my eyes to get bad with cigerette smoke n all. n they got new machine to take exrays they didnt have before.
i also already booked th e18 off to go to my aunts for thanksgiving supper. we go there th esunday after thanksgiving n i booked th 26 off to get health card renewed so lots of days this month n go to dr on nov 2 to see the specalist lol. busyyyy.


hmmm k i think thats about it for now hugs to you all:)

omg almost forgot woke up n came down stairs n about 20 min or longer after hubby says to be in a weird tone so you know when i woke up my heart was beating real fast n i felt off . ohhh geeeee :(

well forgot to turn on alarm today lol woke up at 755 kiddo would need to rush n get reday n off n she still had abit of a headache so said ahhh just stay home .

so today was big bath day for the animals figured the kitten would go nutts she dont like being held. but she wasnt to bad abit upset but more upset when had towel on her to dry her abit lol. nusiance my old cat the one thats i dont think doing well got reallly pissed off, he actually was the worse he grabbed me n wouldnt let me go omg.

cujo wasnt as bad after a fight to get to the bathroom he climbed in the tub lol

ohhh went n got my blood work done today, the usuall lady that does it was not there but i go n sit n the lady says to me wow your skin real tight n she couldnt find my vein n thats odd for me my veins pop. anyway she had me feel my arm n it was weirdly tight n she asked if i was dehydrated ummmm i dont think so . but she got the blood , thats the second time that my veins was not doing what they do hmmmm weird.

hmmmm ok thats all lol i think

well got cancelled sat yaaaa , so got to go for a nice long ride. to paris, n up around niagara falls but the winery not th efalls it self . butttt once we got in brampford for some reason i decided to put my feet down at a light n both my hips locked omg it hurt. my hip been real bad i got to get in n get it checked or talk to my dr about it.

hubby already wants to get a differnt bike geee lol.

not sure why i am very acky today legs n stuff wonder from th rain n it sapose to be crappy all week. rain usually does not bug me.

my daughter just came down n told me Patrick Swayze past away today:(

well lets see, have had a headache since monday night,:( n been feeling off n bla. not sure if it from the new medicine i am on or what but not happy, been warm n crap again so am assuming my blood work will be out of wak again n drs will be calling me geee. think my headache is gone away tonight so what a releife it tight but not pain n th pain been all over every day different area like geee pick a spot lol.

on other note our neibhour got her big ugly walnut tree cut down the other day n we was asked if they could use our laneway for th tree chipper its a huge truck lol n noisy, anyway thankfully they didnt show up as early as they was sapose to. theneibhour said 830 phew they showed up at 11 1130 or something i was at work, anyway they had this truck running almost all day so poor hubby was awake anywayyyy what i am getting at, hubby left to go to work tonight n stepped outside n stepped funny i thought my rose of sharron was broke but it was not there was a big potted plant on my step with a thank yo unote i thought that was nice. since i had a mes in my yard from te tree guys n my two rose of sharrons in my laneway got broke n no idea why since they tok her fence down but what can ya do lol. but te plank is very nice....


hmmm i know there was more to babble about i got to get my back yard cleaned up n getting ready for yes th ugly word WINTER. i know it not yet but i rather get things started before it get to cold lol. pool pretty much drained except th dirt n bottom water that not draining got to get at it n put swing away n figure where to put stuff n clean yukkkkk,

soooo thinking a hot pool boy is in need for next season hahahaha


omg seen my niece mon ahhh she is just so cute i know i say it alot but she is lol, got a video she flappng her arms its so cute lol. had to share lol

Well that time of year again:) my anniversary, been married 10 years today n together for 17 today:). got up to a beautiful card n purple mums. :) he's getting better lol he use to just not get anything but last few years once in awhile he will get stuff :) lol . i love you babe:)

did a load of laundry yesterday n thought ahhh i will hang it out to dry,well it wasnt dry so decided to leave it out all night. was sapose to be nice today welllll not it raining n it funny cause it rained when we got married lol. anyway i got the cloths just before they got real wet lol.

get today off from work it was funny i didnt even realize when i looked at the schedule at work that i got today off n what day it was. i get home n heyyyy i get wed off lol.

went yesterday to see my sister madonnar new apartment. it was very nice lots of room for her n my beautiful niece rozalynn.rozalynn was at her daddies so she gets to go to her new room today little girl will love it, it light purple n a beautiful mural on the one wall. great apartment madonna, love you n rozalynn:)

ok hmmm i think i may go clean the bathroom while he sleeps:) hugs to all

damn headaches, been doing good with them lately but today it will not go away, i took 5 tynol today n still there grrrrrrrrrrrr. not at the same time lol.

work been so tiring lately , there been only a few of us there working others are either on vacation,sick leave or not there cause family things i am so tired n i think today with th eheat at work n that is wyh the headache. i get the next two days off yaaaa . n on wed is my anniversary, 10 years married n 17 years togeather. i keep thinking it longer but lol its not .

ok my blood work was for every month then th dr changed it to every three months welll, from th last blood work i didnt make it to a month when i got rushed in to see th dr cause my blood work was not good so he changed it back to every month till dec. anyway went in to day she looked at me like ummmm it not three months lol. so got my blood work ,

there was something i was going to put here but cant remember lol :P

hmmm what to write i forgot to mention last week i think the thunder n lightning was crazy. the lightning went onn for two hours straight it was amazing.

work been good i was affraid of having long days but nope phew lol.

seen my niece recently she sooooo cute .she 5 months old today big girl:)

ok i have nothing sorry lol.

ya not much to say as usual. been on holidays this week. it been going way to fast n we done nothingggg. man oh th other night i was going to say we had lightning for two hours straight. never seen anything like it before just go n go .

went to th dentist the other day got a tooth fixed not long or anything but my jaw omg was so sore. it was th same before when i was haing my jaw prob couldnt open my mouth with out pain grrr. well it as of now friday early morning n it still sore. my appointment was on wed. frusterating.

wed was hubby birthday it was pretty quiet it was nice for a change. with evryone working our holidays been nice n quiet:)

well i got nothing to say now lol night :P

ok i am erritated, for th longest time we meaning myself n my neibhour arcadia_2005 had the worse luck with our phone n internet company. we would call n complain about the same thing for ever. well they seem they finally fixed it then they decided to put the lines under ground ohhh n i dont think very deep to but anyway. today i get home from work n hubby says they came n took down the lines to the house above wires. ahh cool no biggy. till my daughter gets up n she says hey my tv only blue screen so i go up stairs n mine is like that to . sooo the cable down stairs is fine but up stairs there none. grrrrrr so i call to get someone to fix it they tell me get this they cant send anyone till next sat not tomorrow but next sat a week. or unless they get a job done n can get us in they will call. so what we are sappose to sit around the week on my holidays waiting. i am going to find out if my neibhours cable is crapp to but grrrrrrrrrrrr...

worked today was a longggg day there was only four of us doing rooms n had 15 rooms each they tried to call someone in but no one would come in. anywayyyy got done real late but the good news is as of now i am on a week holiday woohooooo, so is hubby well when he done in the morning so nice .


anyway :)